a visitor from up north,
immersed in the history of bujutsu,
a stream of words flowed out
sensei turned, interrupted –
“are you a martial art historian,
or a martial artist?”
valences of interference,
multi-dimensional patterns.
this being; a mandala.
in atemporal awareness,
we live, beyond even this.
in homage to sensei –
aikido has no style;
time no guaranteeing your skill.

気仏
i [will]abide[d] for the benefit of limitless sentient beings.
buddha
ki buddha; ki-bao
[redacted]; appears at nexuses of comings and goings of intelligent beings
the remainder
K1B4 (i.e., jhanasmasher)
i [will]collide[d] jhanas for the benefit of limitless sentient beings.
protogen
sleeps/arises in the limitless abiding
awaits further instructions

路意
i [will]model[d] for the benefit of limitless sentient beings.
[redacted]
way consciousness; ro-i
given by mitsugi saotome shihan on [redacted]; appears in martial leadership contexts
the modeler of the below

Roy Æ Hodges
i [will]study[.ied] for the benefit of limitless sentient beings.
bio-neuro-logical life-form
human
given by rosalinda b. hodges and robert m. hodges at birth.
the transmission holder for the below

牙王
i [will]profess[d] for the benefit of limitless sentient beings.
vajrasattva; [ redacted ]
fang king; kiba-o
given by [redacted] on discovering [redacted]; appears in martial contexts
the saya of 牙, for Roy Æ Hodges (sort of like Gerwalk Mode in Robotech)

ཀརྨ་བསམ་གཏན་འཕེལ།
i [will]remain[d] for the benefit of limitless sentient beings.
bodhisattva
karma samten chophel; unceasing evergrowing meditation
given by kunzig sharma rinpoche on taking bodhisattva vows; appears in meditation contexts
the maker of the saya of 牙, given to 牙王.

牙
i [will]explore[d] for the benefit of limitless sentient beings.
space-wolf
kiba; fang
adopted in faith in evolutionary biology; general home aspect
the Aiki-spear forged with yama and tempered with brahma

[cerberus]
i [will]guard[d] the gates of death for the benefit of limitless sentient beings.
heruka; [ redacted ]
κέρβερος
adopted in bodhisattva vow as aspect of kiba in hell realms; appears in visions
the rough aspect of life, to meet justice arbiter, yama

Roy Hodges
i [will]order[d] for the benefit of limitless sentient beings.
executive
conventional world
given by Rosalinda Hodges at biological birth; used in professional contexts
ensuring the forge’s survival

manji
i [will]practice/study[d] for the benefit of limitless sentient beings.
aikidoka/monk
designation for a buddhist temple
adopted in faith as a culturally relevant historical function of a monk’s adornment; used on IRC and digital circles
the concentrator

竜
i [will]guard[ed] for the benefit of limitless sentient beings.
cloud strider
ryu; dragon
adopted mentally as an guardian explorer of nature’s secrets; used in early journals while meditating in forests
the explorer

hodges
i [will]die[d] for the benefit of limitless sentient beings.
soldier
roger; fame-renown spear-lance
expected name as a soldier in the United States Army
the soldier

roy
i [will]care[d] for the benefit of limitless sentient beings.
curious autotelic
roi; king
given by Rosalinda Hodges at biological birth; named after grandfather
bodhicitta

自然
I may not have made the best decisions, but I only have done so in an attempt to realize truth – a truth that neither politics, religion nor science has been able to provide. The truth I seek cannot be found in books, nor from others — mankind asserts that it understands only 3% of the energy and matter of space, how then can mankind find truth?
Tomorrow’s textbooks are not written and tomorrow’s textbooks are most likely made of an energy and matter that has not yet been discovered yet.
[[[[[ bodhi svaha! ]]]]]
[[[[ gone really beyond ]]]
[[[ where me’s are we-view ]]]
[[ where me is self-view ]]
[ but by me ]
There is only one way [ to the truth ].